•rachel•

-wrote these when i was crazy depressed lol- , I'm afraid I'm becoming too distant. I'm not the only person in your life, but you're the only one in mine.  You shine like the North Star but I.  am a black hole that collects every negative feeling,  every frightened burst of energy, every tear falling, every sad dream It's dark.  where I am and I can't find you even though you're screaming at me that you're right in front of me just one step further you can make it but I fall.  I fall anyway,  I fall into a pit below me and I stay there.  And instead of climbing up the wall I grab a shovel and dig myself deeper where else is there to go?  I am not strong enough to force my way up. I am not wise enough to fabricate a plan of escape.  Your light grows smaller as I keep digging until suddenly I can not see you anymore.  And you cry for me, but only for a while because life will go on anyway,  A few million years left be